Old Wounds

Dear Old Wound,
You always find ways to show up in any fashion. You continue to try to destroy me and my relationship with God. I always seem to let you have your way. I don’t even try to fight you no matter what. But something about to change. There a shift that about to take place and guess what you are not going to be join me. I’m moving out of your place and I’m going where the King is moving me. You are being dealt with and you no longer will hold my heart. For far too long I’ve ignore you and try to pretend that everything is ok. I’ve been telling myself all these lies and not living according to the truth. There will be no more what if question appearing in my mind. You cause my mind to be chaotic. You cause my soul to be shaking. You cause me to worry about what other think about me. This time I refuse to be your instrument and this time you will not win. You will not cause me delay for years because i refuse to deal with you. No more. No More!!!! People will leave mark in my life, both good and bad. Somehow you always try to leave the bad part in my mind. You find ways to move the mark. But my God has shown me that I control the mark with my action. I control my attitude and what I do with me. So Old Wound say goodbye to the mark you left me with. You can have your own wound and go find somebody else to move in with you. Jesus is my peace and I will take that peace with me. So peace out Old Wound. You will not have your way today.

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Rubble

Life became dark
Didn’t know what to do
Told others what’s hidden in my ark
Regretful for what I did
Everyone giving me a bunch of bark
Did what my mind told me to do
Now I need others to be fed to the shark
Ended up singing a song of blue

What comes around goes around….

Throw them in the rubble
Get away from others
Tell Him all your trouble
Or else your soul will end up bother

Life cannot be run on emotions
Spending life in the wheels of hell
Complaints will end up being the notion
Making you wish you were behind a cell
Spread out like it’s a potion
Wishing you never rung that bell
Giving everyone free promotion
Too late to undue what you tell

What comes around goes around….

Throw them in the rubble
Get away from others
Tell Him all your trouble
Or else your soul will end up bother

Remember He gave you life
Remember His breath you are breathing
Stand above the rubble
For He will get you thru it
Today is enough trouble of it’s own

Island

All alone on a island
Wondering where i am?
Searching for a highland
Help me to see beyond eye lens

For so long I thought
I had it all together
Didn’t think I needed anything to sought
Suddenly appeared this bad weather
Life gave me a mud shot
Started to lose my feathers
False identity became my afterthought
Change needed to come to be better

All alone on a island
Wondering where i am?
Searching for a highland
Help me to see beyond eye lens

Couldn’t complain my way out
Needed to learn to survive
Fighting off my soul’s bout
Longing to be revive
Fearful of all my doubts
Hoping to thrive
Tired of being leftout
Ready to be alive

Somehow, some way God came thru
At a unexpected time
He gave me help with a crew
At a unexpected time
Show me other’s have fall through
At a unexpected time
This island held me together like glue
At a unexpected time
As a result I rised up and grew
At a unexpected time
You’re not alone, now you knew
Right on the dime

Seek Him
Search Him
You’re find Him
You’re not alone after all
What’s your excuse?

Dugout

Loneliness will put you in a dugout
Making you feel left out
Not realizing you’re looking for a bailout
Everyone around you see you as a sellout

You jumped from stadium to stadium
Searching from medium to medium
Treating your lost soul like a comedian
Not finding the insurance premium

It’s good you looking
The places, however, end up missing
Mission failed because you’re doing the fixing
Loneliness end up tricking you like a fiction

How much more attempt do you make?
Without God being the most important take?
How much longer you going to live life a fake?
Hell is waiting for you to be bake

Stop searching for your soul medium
Let Him take you to the right stadium

Go to the One who knows loneliness
He saw His Father turn away from His mess
Took on the Cross so you can be bless
Giving it to Him will make your soul less stress

Let The Ball Dropped

Let the ball dropped
Don’t get stuck in the past
Move forward without being stopped
Life will come at you fast

This is a New Year, a new day
Yesterday’s pain moved on
Living life in the old way, in the old days
Won’t work when the old’s gone
Let the new has it’s say
Today chose to become the one
Who won’t live in yesterday’s way
Midnight will strike, it’s time
the old to be done

Let the ball dropped
Don’t get stuck in the past
Move forward without being stopped
Life will come at you fast

We let time become our worst enemy
Because we chose to hold on
Adding more to our plate is not the remedy
So we end up making our soul stun
Putting ourselves up to enmity
He is saying, “Put it in My hands, son”
And I will show your destiny
So stop living life on the run

Therefore if anyone is in Christ
He is a new creature
The old passed away, behold, new things have come

Let it go in His arm, and learn to slow down

Let the ball dropped
Don’t get stuck in the past

Unwind Me

I’ve been mummified
To the point of being paralyzed
Unwind me of this state of mind
Bring me beneath Your wind

I’m like a dead man walking
I don’t recognize myself talking
Everybody around me stalking
Oh God, please stop this barking

The fire within me burnt out
Need everybody to cave into my pout
Dealing with all this doubt
For this has become my route

Shaking in this range of emotions
Sitting there all crawl up in this notion
Silence with absolutely no boation
Mind filed with nothing but frustration

Living in this cloud of dreams
Taking time to count the sheep
Ready to go back to sleep
Life is no longer deep

Living into complete brokenness
Laying there motionless
Feeling your life has become poisonous
Stuck into a phrase of hopelessness

Get yourself out of bed
Rise from the land of the dead
Stop thinking thoughts of suicide
You can’t be alone, you must realized
Call someone to go hang out
Loneliness will put you into a dugout
Dig up your graveyard
Tear your emotions apart
Above all start with God
Freedom will come in awed

You’re no longer mummified
To point of paralyzed
Your state of mind is unwind
Find yourself beyond His wind

Tombstone

It’s hard not to be distracted
Easy to become a tombstone
Your soul is side tracked
Will you put down the stone?

Will you decide now
The motion you take?
To follow Him no matter how
Or live life a fake?

Pick up the sledgehammer
Destroy the gravestone
Or it will take your soul
Make it a stepping stone
Start swinging the hammer

No more distraction
Will cause me to lose my traction
No more heartache
I will be fully awake

Will you decide now
The motion you take?
To follow Him no matter how
Or live life a fake?

Pick up the sledgehammer
Destroy the gravestone
Or it will take your soul
Make it a stepping stone
Start swinging the hammer

Why do we make it so hard?
When God make it so easy?
Give your heart to Him
Or it will become your tombstone